Saturday, June 21, 2003
i don't know what to thing about the scholl/gecko bet anymore. I guess i just really won't worry about it. have to remind myself to trust God.
the girls noticed a brewing tension when i did not in the apartment and talked about it a few nights ago. now i notice a tension in myself--as lisl thinks i am one of those who lean towards hating sam, and i think my hours and such might annoy lindsay who goes to bed earlier. i'm a bit negative probably for amanda. i guess it comes with living with a lot of people in a small amount of space. i've noticed that living styles have a lot to do with the way one was raised too.
it really hurts to think that i come across as hating sam. sure, he has his many faults that annoy me and i could stand to not be around him. but i don't hate him. it's sort of like between me and my siblings i guess. we just don't do well around one another so we love one another from a distance.
and in other news. . .grampa o. means well but. . .well, i can't complain. he doesn't understand how things are up here and such. it may have caused me a little more hassle, but oh well. at least my parents didn't really side with him on this one. . .again, everyone has different perceptions and have different levels of trust, different backgrounds and different ways of dealing with things. I wonder what it will be like in Heaven. . .if all will think the same?
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the girls noticed a brewing tension when i did not in the apartment and talked about it a few nights ago. now i notice a tension in myself--as lisl thinks i am one of those who lean towards hating sam, and i think my hours and such might annoy lindsay who goes to bed earlier. i'm a bit negative probably for amanda. i guess it comes with living with a lot of people in a small amount of space. i've noticed that living styles have a lot to do with the way one was raised too.
it really hurts to think that i come across as hating sam. sure, he has his many faults that annoy me and i could stand to not be around him. but i don't hate him. it's sort of like between me and my siblings i guess. we just don't do well around one another so we love one another from a distance.
and in other news. . .grampa o. means well but. . .well, i can't complain. he doesn't understand how things are up here and such. it may have caused me a little more hassle, but oh well. at least my parents didn't really side with him on this one. . .again, everyone has different perceptions and have different levels of trust, different backgrounds and different ways of dealing with things. I wonder what it will be like in Heaven. . .if all will think the same?
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