Wednesday, July 09, 2003
i probably take things too personally. it has been a mostly good day. and than we were talking a little bit before i came inside to go to bed. yeah. apparently l is afraid i'll bring up a certain topic and want to discuss it with her. i'm so glad she thinks i'm that calloused and not tactful, uncaring and insensitive to what she is going through. bad bad me. i probably shouldn't be sounding like this. i get so hurt when a friend can't trust me. i guess that a difference between myself and her might be that i try to find the best in people and she assumes the worst except for a limited few.
it's frustrating as the little nagging voice is telling me i'm too focused on myself about this and not about others. how does one handle situations like this? take it in stride? confront the other person? heck, can i even bring this up with her? maybe not right now. she'd probably think that i wanted to talk about the other bit other than the two of us and our friendship. i'd probably slip admittedly.
dammit all. i'm not really getting anywhere. there's one place i should be going first with this. . .
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it's frustrating as the little nagging voice is telling me i'm too focused on myself about this and not about others. how does one handle situations like this? take it in stride? confront the other person? heck, can i even bring this up with her? maybe not right now. she'd probably think that i wanted to talk about the other bit other than the two of us and our friendship. i'd probably slip admittedly.
dammit all. i'm not really getting anywhere. there's one place i should be going first with this. . .
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